Saturday, September 19, 2009

Thinking Thoughts...

Ok, so we're going to get a little peronal for this entry.
I've been thinking a lot about life. Since I'm sure those who read this (if anyone does) are members of the church, I've been more thinking about the plan of salvation and the agency of man.
I've been thinking and wondering why people choose the way they do. I'm not saying I'm perfect because I'm far from it. I have made so many mistakes. But I still try to live the gospel the best I can.
I still wonder why people choose to make wrong choices when they had something better. But I guess it's all part of life. People will use their agencyin both good ways and bad ways and I have no control over that.
The plan of life is so interesting. Life is interesting. Life happens. I think for me I've been so worried about what hasn't happened that I want to happen. I've been so focused on what I truelly desire which is a good thing I think, but I lost site of all the good things in my life. I got so preoccupied with this desire that I've forgotten to enjoy life, to take care of myself, to enjoy what I have.
I've realized that I need to focus more on the Savior and the plan that He has for me. I need to focus on letting what I can't control go. It'll be hard, but I must do it in order to enjoy life more. I've let things like food and laziness overcome me. That's why I haven't been happy. I haven't been putting what's important in my life first.
I dunno. Those are just some things that I've been thinking about.

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